Mixing Room

Today as me and the kids prepare for the new years eve dinner…
I can’t help but wonder if this could be my last year… I know it’s
kinda morbid to think about passing away at this point in
time where people usually and I mean usually for normal people,
to be optimistic about the coming year.

I think of my dad who left me two years ago …
I think of him often and how I wish I could’ve told him all the things
I had kept to myself all this sad years of my life.

I am thankfull for seeing my kids grow up right before my eyes and
that I am happy that they seem to be doing the right things and
making the right choices … choices I had never had. I do hope they
continue to be on the right path to making themselves better
than I was at their age.

I do wonder what the next year brings along…
perhaps, maybe, I wish… and that crazy stuff they call HOPE

Happy new year!!!

:-(